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2006-08-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

"Readily will I display the intestinal fortitude required to fight on to the Ranger objective and complete the mission though I be the lone survivor. "

2006-08-18T01:34:00.000+08:00

its friday already.
the event is just one week away, yet the banners are printed but not approved by the Office,
Posters printed but not given the permission to be placed. that said, i cannot afford to delay the placement of these mediums...

what should i do?
i think i will just whack and then talk later.. =\

i did badly with clearing the red tape.

"uncommon people, uncommon place"

2006-07-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

sounds corny man but this letter from cti came at a good time. something stirred in me because i looked at something very familiar yet it felt strange as thoughts we had are now on paper printed.

----
"why do we push to the limits?"

"because we cant let the Formation down."

woo T_T

2006-07-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

Failed ippt with a 2.4 timing of 11.43, 44 seconds away from the required silver timing.

haha cant believe its so hard to achieve silver now.. thankfully the 4 stations was still alright. phew, keeping my fingers crossed in case i chu more stunts. hahah..

but ok lah, despite the sad reality that i need to go down to take the test again. its really a great impetus to start working out more. hohoho, else become more flabby jiu mah farn liao.

anyway, that was on Saturday. Sunday's the real killer. hahah peter, baolai & i were flagged off at 9.40 am at Bukit Batok park for the NUS Race Adventura. fwah, damn shack sia, jogged down the hill, then played some sponge+squeeze water game. then on to Bukit Timah Hill, up and down for awhile.. followed by a 'march' to rifle range road -> thomson's treetop walk.

wah gonna die already, hahahha .. being the least fit of the trio. i kept looking at their backsides in the distance sia, trying to keep up. my thighs were giving way..

then when we reached Venus Drive, outside SICC, which i tot was near Thomson Yaohan. lol.
we changed to our helmets and rode the rented bikes to Bishan Park 2 for the tarzan game -.- before proceeding via the park connector to Potong Pasir, Kallang. wah, the thighs by which time gave way, 5+ hours with no food le. cramps kept niggling both thighs.. and Miao's Yoko Yoko became my good friend. hahah.. used so much until the skin actually felt burning.

There at Kallang, Pete and Baolai kayaked while i thought i got the slack job of sitting down in the middle. fwah, i thought wrong sia. hahah, the "currents" generated by Peter in his strokes were agonising to the thighs throughout. kudos to them for completing this leg of the journey sia..

Filling our waterbags, we cycled to Esplanade before playing some game that is better left not spoken, except that i got to hold their hands. so exciting and gay sia. by which, the legs were so sapped of strength that we just walked briskly up the bridge towards Shenton Way, Pete did a good job of navigating towards the climbing centre.. they rockclimbed while i had to abseiled. which in actual fact, i was rappeling -.- wrong technique. lol.

We finished off at Kreta Ayer at 8hours 25mins, passed the stipulated time, but great satisfaction still..... = )

*massages sore butt. hahaha

IPPT!

2006-07-15T10:54:00.000+08:00

Today is Ippt day. hahha, yuchao, mimi and i would be going to maju camp to take our first reservist ippt. haha haiyo, dont know the standing board jump and 2.4 can make the requirement not.. havent been training as hard the past week because of injury and school.

-.- lol but then again, 'hugging buddha's leg' also not much use lah. tomorrow morning would mark the start of the Nus Adventura Race. haha thinking back, also funny. i never tried abseiling, kayaking before and peter arrow me to be 'captain' somemore. sabohed sia. hahah but despite the namesake and the lack of experience, i am sure it will be a exciting new experience for us.. :D

well.. for the past week or so.. it was pretty much revolved around matriculation.. god so many guys sia. hahaha -.- another year of Frankfurt Fiesta ....... whats wrong with the school admin man. hahah ok lah .. need to go le.
byee.

e90

2006-07-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

i first met her on saturday and it was love at first sight.
nevermind that her sisters are more curvy, more athletic and more attractive if you may,
everytime i take a look at her, my heart flutters and when i bring her out, i feel like the happiest guy in the world : )

and when i leave her alone, i would worry whether if she's bullied or scratched... finding it hard to get her out of my mind.

she's nice to me as well, responding to every touch and my will.. she's not the best but she's very pleasing..

but alas, she's not a girl. haha..

2006-07-03T01:21:00.000+08:00

可不可以'不作你的朋友'.
nice song

the only easy day was yesterday.

2006-06-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

cute right? haha he's Joyston, if i got the spelling right ;x and he's 2 & a half years old..
went down to the centre this morning with the ocs ladies, benson and fish to talk about the coming year of activities.

hm, well it was pretty "routine" i guess but today i got to play also with the nursery kids. its quite therapeutic, in the company of the children. perhaps i'm close to burning out, going to the centre makes me feel better always =)

something in the discussion reminded me of something again - human greed.
well, i am not referring to wealth, but in this case, of our life in general. In the army for example, there were times that in Brunei, that chlorine-"tainted" water tasted sweet, combat ration mightily delicious and the occasional instant noodle was like heaven sent, much like the iced-water from the dirty igloo where you'd see black particles, sand and the occasional dubious looking hair.
desperate or the isolation from civilisation too long perhaps, the bright lights of the city in Singapore is so beautiful, the place so comfortable upon the return. Heck, even the girls suddenly became hotter. Looking back, would i still look at the dirty iced-water the same way we savoured it during the topo exercise?

Humans are and should be adaptable, my dad mentioned. you can be in the 'shitiest' circumstance and take it, then when life is good, enjoy it.
I believe there's some truth in that, i may not have done well in summer term, nor managed the work in marketing well and the fact that i am still single.. haha are small issues.. i think the key is if i learnt anything from them. i would like to go to school again without giving myself the pressure to get the grades but to just enjoy school.

being single? hm.. ok lah. i can't really do much with that though it's so great to have someone else who cares. the day will come perhaps.

well, i think i side-tracked above, lol.. but the thing is, lets be happy with what we have first. before striving for more. others can make you unhappy and only you can make yourself happy.
life is too short for too many regrets.

learning curve

2006-06-24T02:26:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i could make it in the real world, where it matters.
this current issue, i dont think i handled it well..
well perhaps its not in our scope to do it, or perhaps i am just chao keng. misunderstandings? perhaps again.. i felt a need to say no.

so many things that i need to learn.

first things first, i need to manage my time more efficiently and to take things more lightly. i am quite sick of having to worry if need more quotations, whether the designs are ok, can make it on time? whether the workload will be too heavy for the rest?

"I shall never fail my fellow comrades by shirking any duty or training,
but will always keep myself mentally and physically fit and shoulder my full
share of the task, whatever it may be."

and whether i did my job properly?

too short le

2006-06-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

lta Lionel passed on tuesday at hendon pool. it seems again, not too long ago that he talked to me in the old muslim cookhouse at the abandoned bmtc. a nice person, he really is.

how ironic when the time we'd see so many of 5th coy not during ICT but during a wake of another comrade. it is i guess, another reminder on how fragile life is.. nothing really matters now does it? work wise.. especially, suddenly it took a jolt like this to wake me up telling me that what i have in my mind does not really matter that much.

i need to rethink about my priorities. for that, thank you lionel.

"..silver wings upon his chest,
he is one, of Singapore's best.."

havent been updating but above's some pics from last saturday's outing to the Zoo and one from the exchange talk at Admin building, quite sotong on that day man, went to the conference hall in SOA to find out its empty :X haha...

2006-06-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

haha almost finished the postcards le.. this is a sneak peak of whats coming up! haha. series 2 of 4..

"rain drops are falling on my head"

2006-06-16T11:53:00.000+08:00

ah. just woke up. hahah, the guys left at 7am.. before i collapsed on the bed again.
except for the work, its almost like a holiday =)

i want to school with Roy, and he taught me how to use Photoshop ;x. we redid the postcard and the poster.. haha much like Photoshop 101 man, it does feel good to know how to use such a program like PS, else like relying alot on others in the team if i dont.
hehe, now must learn more and pick up more on excel, else like QM, will struggle man. :D

going to school later for a talk regarding exchange programs. as much as i would like to go on one, i would also not like to go on one.. still have some problems stepping out of the comfort zone.. ;but well, lets see how the talk goes. and yup! TGIF, hahah tmr go zoo with the kids liao, hahah .. wah seh, really looking foward to it man, and the Ben & Jerry's ice cream too... aha!

its here...!!

2006-06-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

Finally, the world cup is here and so's 17th June. soon.
it didnt seem too long ago, sitting on the same sofa and talking about the world cup with my dad when it was held in japan & south korea.

4 years has passed. geez, so fast, its kind of scary sia..
alevels, army, yr1 of uni O_O
but now i feel tired, originally i was looking fowards to the 17th of June as edmund would be back and it will also be the last activity at Child @ St11.. and it would be held at the Zoo! haha.. quite long nv go there le, since sec2/3 ? wow.. haha and yup, when i thought a break is coming soon, haha we'd need to raise fund for the next year of activities... ;|

well, it is meaningful this 4 years had been, and i believe it would be so for the next 4years.
but i just feel sapped as of now. i want to go to the beach and feel the breeze against my skin again.

please.

青春不留白

2006-06-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

i came across her blog today again.
the girl who died of cancer, yet you can still sense the cheerfulness and strength from her words.

yet, certainly i have not been through as much as her, i feel almost drained out already.
I am fortunate that life has been kind to me by and large, i do not have to worry about meals, school work's fine too, i feel healthy. ( but i think this is a lie, haha)

yeah man, even the relationship with friends are quite good. but i find that i am so tired that i do not know where i'm heading again.
Vivace's something i wanted to help out with but taking over the reins of marketing during this period i feel, has been exhausting.

i wanted to use june and july to rejuvenate myself and to learn something new, diving would be a priority as its only 1week or thereabouts, then to learn golf. but maybe i am bogged down and/or lazy, i have not done anything for them yet..

sorry, if i am sounding incoherent in this entry but theres alot going through my head at the moment. i went out for a spin just now, passed all the expressways that i hardly drove or been to, how great is it to feel disconnected away from everything else for awhile to just focus on the motorway and the drive.

"where'd you go... ?"

'i hailed her taxi in the rain'

2006-06-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

hohoho!!! first time blog in school. hahaha, just finished the annexes and its raining outside sia.
quite cold now.. hm, well yes its the holidays but its still quite strange to see SOB so empty, where'd it was bright, buzzing with activity, its quite dark today, cold and silent.

the rest still not here yet, a bit tempted to go down stairs to get my ta bao. haha, but had quite alot for lunch, so i guess i'd be skipping the snack. havent ran in 2 weeks after straining my ligament le, thankfully, its feeling alot better now.

oh yeah, just talked to baowei, wah, ahha they going to IT Show sia, hao xin fu !!! wo ye yao, haha.. but am sure it will be crowded. -_-, going down with yuming this saturday though, haha think go in come out, will become prata sia.. had a bad experience last year.

well well, time to go liao..

byebye

2006-05-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

where'd you gone ?

take me out

2006-05-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

Saturday

woke up to a Saturday's feature talking about kids living in poverty.
going to bed hungry at night and drinking water at keep away the hunger pangs.
30,000 was the official figure (?) . gosh

Sunday

woke up to headline's saying 3000 dead in Indonesia from another earthquake.

=\ words have become superfluous.
we are very fortunate people..

Snap shots.

2006-05-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

so beautiful..

the smell of rain

2006-05-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

hm.. i smell rain coming..
hardo gay power!! lol...

hope you sleep well tonight too. hahah =)

professional shopper. not.

2006-05-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

dennis and i were out today to help him get the stuff to surprise his gf, xf, who would be coming back tmr from taiwan.. haha oh boy, somebody's gonna get some loving from a happy girl sia !! haha..

scented candles, soup, ice cream and erm, even massage cream. haha .. =)

i am quite tired now, the body's still aching..
calves pain, knee pain, waist pain, butt also pain. everywhere pain.

haha but i'll be meeting tim tomorrow in sch tmr for gym..
i will prolly end up sitting on the exercise benches and enjoying the aircon and the er, views. haha!!

=)

2006-05-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

Devin and the Mei Nus

The 2nd last activity le . 'Child @ St11' for the year is finally coming to an end.
i can still remember getting the phone call 12am in the night when i thought i

failed the interview. heng sia, it was a really eye opening experience and also a thought
provoking one at that.
we had the chance of working with kids not only in LTB last term but also for the first time, to be befriend kids 5,6 yrs old of age in this project.

Whenever the kids say their prayers before meals, i cant help but remember the days in Thomson Baptist where i would peek and grab a few bites. hahaha!! yesterday's activity was where we brought the kids to Pasir Ris Beach for some games though we ended up entertaining ourselves at one point on the big spinning thing *negative example*.

haha.. hai , too bad le ming not there. but then again, he's damn hyper, think i cannot catch up with him also now. =x
looking foward to the next activity come june..

dinner was a gathering of the og at clark quay, its been sometime since seeing so many of them, though only 8/15 attended. cliched but yes... time really flies with one time rocket booster sia, -.-
getting old le. ahha and oh yeah, it was a general consensus that the standard of the hooters girls have dropped, judging from kwan yee's past experience and the photos on the wall.
heck, even the service's bad. haha..

Sunset at Clark Quay

barcelona 2- arsenal 1

2006-05-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

the evening started with desserts at amk before going for a dou fong and picking mr vinhoo up.
hahah, winning eleven on the ps2 saw many of us fall victim to a particularly dubious Neo of Barcelona.

vinhoo and the actual neo was having a blast msning hong at the same time. you should see the way they giggle. O.o

the match however, to a neutral's perpsective is a good one. though i like man united but i cant help to root for the underdogs, arsenal after they went 10 men down after 18minutes..

quite sleepy now.
time to catch up on sleep haha, cant wait to see the kids and everyone tomorrow.

"against all odds"

2006-05-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

last 17%.
one chance to make it right.

art attack. ops orders..

2006-05-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

Unconventional theme. Calls for unconventional medium. haha!!
our art not very good, haha but heng man, still managed to do a chart out for the schedule.
thanks to edmund's steady hands and the materials "sponsored" from the sister next door.

hehe, hm cannot see clearly sia -_-''
nvm, our secret weapon come monday.
hahaha!!! tai xiao zhang le. haha

anyway, smu so far like whole life in school doing project sia, either we inefficient or they gu yi de sia.. haha

topless f.c. no.16

2006-05-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

Friday night was a trip for MI:3 with topless f.c. and baolai at marina square.. its such a long time since we caught a late night show together..

saturday was where topless f.c. got to play together again, the court still looks the same. time really flies sia, the last time we played was nearly 1 year ago =
today, qm was a disaster. i can kiss almost the whole 17% good bye.
what hurt was not because i couldnt do it but more than that. because i felt the home practises was alright and even additional examples are still quite manageable, it stung that i could not find the solution especially for the first question which is already 1/3 of the total score.

just when i was brooding over the lost cause on the way home, i saw the old uncle again, at the long bus stop at amk interchange. he was picking stuff amidst the trashcan. whats my problem in comparison to his sia... =
i will work harder. ignited.

Beyond

2006-05-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

this is one of the all time favourites !!! hahaha. hope you like it as well =)

fate, already beyond ?

hohoho

2006-05-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of year 1, so to speak..
as such, i shall bore you guys with some of my feelings for the past year. hahah!! -_-

it was a quite a good year, though of course being lazy i did not sign up for CCA nor took part in any commitee besides volunteering to help out with mund and louis for vivace and smux, should time permits. haha.. i think the hard work kind of paid off, but i guess much of the credit goes out to the teachers (*except.. a certain ms loo.. haha) and to the many friends whom i got to work with in the projects.

LTB for eg, was an eye opening experience, working with kids. its hard not to feel attached to them when the little devils look at you with those "innocent" eyes sia. how can a hot blooded male not feel anything to a group of female fans..... hohohohoho.
"we feel like Westlife." damn true man

this term, i never expected to be in a group of changi boys doing bgs, ct for example. Wu Ji Dao was fun hahah, had to admit and to sum up without starting to sound cheesier: its great having these guys around. when i though i am gonna pi char this term, you guys made work felt less than work. thanks sia =)

life's good so far, i really appreciate it..

just missing one part only but well. life's still good.

Heaven Now

"openness to experience" , haha

2006-04-30T04:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you think you know what you want...

But, how many times have you heard a friend say: 'I've never imagined that I would ever love a [fill in the blank], but I ended up marrying one."

Life has a sense of humour... or a sense of irony. That's one way of looking at it. Another way is to realise that sometimes you need to re-learn what you think you know.

An elephant trainer was asked why the elephant, which is so strong, does not try to break the relatively weak chain around his legs. The trainer explained that the elephant was raised since birth to believe that the chain was too strong for it to break...

so break free of what you think you know and learn again. You might be pleasantly surprised.

came across this article, quite nice imo. haha

2006-04-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

the week is almost ending soon and the results are finally out for biz law, ct and econs with the last 3 probably released next week or so...
qm's quite tough, however it is rather interesting. hope i can say that its not too difficult and still interesting in a month's time. haha
---

there was'nt much to begin with. logically speaking.

however, i just cannot help but feel that you are slipping by.
crazy thoughts perhaps..

2006-04-29T01:43:00.000+08:00

what is emptiness ? hm..

changi v. nasi lemak & red tea longan. =) !!

2006-04-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

haha these 2 nights have been filled with milo peng, ice blended chocolate and... the guard duty happy meal of nasi lemak & red tea longan...

hahah so nice to meet up with yuchao and tatsin, a pity the rest could not make it.. hm, exam period -.- well, come 5th of may, there will be another outing guys.. haha.

hm, the air in changi smells the same
of salt... and the "girls" there seem to be getting prettier man, saw one whole queue of cars asking for price.
the people staying by the beach also upgrade le, now got plastic sheets and combat rations if i did not see wrongly haha but it has not changed much the way we left there, 1 yr ago.

cliched but true man, time flies.
the only thing that matters is what you make of it i feel but amidst this rat race, stopping by to smell the er, nasi lemak and taking the path by the beach, i feel much better for 3A already =)

i havent done well i guess, i must be better.
against all odds

boy.girl.story

2006-04-18T03:00:00.000+08:00

In a little place, not long ago.
There was a river and on either sides of it, there was this boy and girl.
the girl would come to a rock with her friends by her side of the river, and sit on it once a week to chatter and by chance,
the boy would also be at the river for his weekly fishing.

They never talked but he had caught glimpses of her over the few months but he saw something different in this girl and thought she was special amidst the hearty laughters and chatter, he then decided to send her a letter, little words were spoken but soon they exchanged little notes frequently in the form of little aeroplanes when they were both at the river.

Unknown to her, this little exchange meant a great deal to the boy and soon wanted to know the girl as much as possible but one day, he found out that she is waiting for a man to come into her life and there was no space for a boy..

he prayed that day, "things will change."

would there ever be a day, when things will be different?

“The best things in life are unexpected - because there were no expectations.”

2006-04-16T04:09:00.000+08:00

great expectations.
for once, i hope that what brishti taught us in econs is really true.

nominal variables change only.
figures like age and price is but in the long run, real variables do not..?

i hope so.. and i hope i got the theory right, else exams wan tan le. hahhaha
but i certainly hope i can change something.
something.

Manutd 0 - Sunderland 0

2006-04-15T05:04:00.000+08:00

9 wins in a row, bookmakers favourite to rout Sunderland.
yet it ends with a draw, the title race is almost over as soon as it was throw wide open again.
what a disappointment but United was determined, just that the ball seemed to always find its way to the keeper's hands or to a sunderland defender's head.

a wasted chance really, to catch chelski. anyway, on a bright note, i'll be playing soccer in hm, wow.. haha 12 hours + time ! cant wait to touch the ball man..

the house always seem quite quiet when they leave on holidays.. =\ but perhaps this time i kind of like it that way because i needed some space to do some thinking, like now.

coming back to an article i read earlier, i managed to make sense of what is it proferring but i hope its not totally true.. i do not want to change the way i treat people just to get that thing, i hope this does not come at a cost of being Ying Mu for the rest of the days.
its quite sick. haha..

its over.

2006-04-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

finally, its all over. hm, just nice as well. burnt out le. hahah
law was okay .. i think haha, well, upon leaving the classroom,
felt a sense of relief and also a sense of emptiness - that the work of a term has jus culminated over the past few weeks in the presentations, reports, the late nights, crammed days and now the end of the exams.

i think its a good term.. but theres yet more to learn, in class and out of.. well, i am tired
ippt training starts with edmund later in 5 hours time but i cant bring myself to sleep.
hm why?

anyway.. to friends still preparing for their papers.. all the best, thanks for the encouragement =)

heaven now

2006-04-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

hohohoho. 3 down 1 to go !!!
happy days!
-.- hafnt finish Torts also, sian. haha but yup its almost over le.. need to pick myself up to finish torts sia, else wasted. lol

come on come on.

well, blogs are indeed a good way to vent. i feel better already. hah.

fortitudine vincimus

"..Put Silver Wings on my son's chest, make him one of Singapore's best."

2006-04-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

2 down 2 to go.

the burden feels very much lightened after these papers, while econs is a big question mark tomorrow as i have difficulty coming to grasp macro.

tired. but almost through. =)

"看那星星多美丽, 摘下一颗亲手送给你"

2006-04-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

hahah.. exams will be starting soon in 2 days time. hm, dont know i 'hahaha' for what also, lol.
feeling quite drained compared to the previous exams, i wonder why, perhaps its 4 papers to be revised for next week with only this study break to work with.

even so, i guess my predicament is not as bad as i thought, fish in SS they all like even worse sia, still pia-ing projects for today and for monday as well when exams will start.. and well, i am having a hard time trying to feel more motivated when yes, there are alot of other people in the world who are less fortunate than us.

lol, not trying to be altruistic here. but i believe that is true.. to all who are having their exams now/in the near future... all the best man!! hahah..

tough times don't last, tough men do.

let me last a while longer bah... =\

wah sehhhhh

2006-03-31T10:07:00.000+08:00

wooo, no more biz law project, bgs, as, ma liaoooooooooo
only left with creative thinking.
*glances at calendar*

wah seh, march 31st le -.-
exams april 10th.
hafnt study ; not good.
hahaha well, at least the weight is off the burden.. it really does feel good man though its has to be said finish the projects and seeing them presented. well, save the exception of AS, that i got roasted by john. lol...

but anyway, yay. lol

2006-03-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

hao tong ah. ;\

2006-03-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

"For all we ought to have thought, and have not thought; all we ought to have said, and have not said; all we ought to have done, and have not done"

i really wish that i could have done what i hoped to do but now i guess it is already too late.
too late for words, too late for action, too late for anything but an empty heart.
i dont know man, it just feels so heavy and ;\ i think its the lack of sleep over the past 3 days, gosh.. i really don't know.

would it still matters if i meant what i said? would it.. D?

everytime

2006-02-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

looking at the photos,
reminiscing laughters, joys, tears, fears or just plain bores long gone.
how fast time flies.

hai, savour every breath, every bite you have of your breakfast, every second gone by, every person who's been good to you.

who knows when it will be our last ? :that said, its great to be alive.. truly is.

Terminator 4 - Clap Of The Palms

2006-02-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

ta ma de. while doing stats with my sister, i got 3 mosquitoes, 1 flat on to the wall, 2 in mid-air.
i thought it was the end of the killings, i was dead( itchy-ly) wrong.

Time check 1.20 + am : went to bed.

flip, tossed, on a warm night with the fan providing little comfort.
scratch sratch.. *the mosquitoe ringings* -.-
fell alseep.

woke up, gr.. like slept for very long le. but the ringings like machiam hauntings sia, getting more and more frequent.
"gr, nvm sleep very long le. going to be daybreak soon. dont care. sleep!!!"

10minutes of struggling. ok i go pee first.

Time check 2.40 am: okay, this is it. a bum's got to do what a bum's got to do sia.

Its payback time you assholes.
i closed the windows, turned on the aircon, turn on the lights and the laptop.
okay, man to man(mozzie) action sia. LOL

i shall get my revenge for the sleep that i lost, and the blood that you buggers got off me -.-
Clap, no.4
clap clap clap n0.5
clapZ, no.6
Grinning and buring with sadistic pleasure.
muahha... bloodlust *gulps. lol

clap clap clap no.7
picked the bug up, twitching eh?
does a body slam against the dustbin. welcome to hell man..
CLaP hahah this one abit gross, no.8
the body into half with red blood (MY BLOOD!!) coming from the upper "torso"

grr. okay, into the dustin you go as well.

no.9 , flew like some F-16 sia, fast, manuverable and kept dodging my Anti-Aircraft Claps.
my hands abit red and tingling with pain liao.
but still i managed to down it :D.

and so, feeling satisfied and the homicidal tendecies subsiding a weebit, i turned off the laptop and went to bed.. i covered the blanket up till the ear when i suddenly hear the ringing again. -.- nudges the blanket to cover the ear, alamak the ringing now even louder. *slaps the ear
ringing stops. -.- touches ear... there it is.. the limp body of the last mosquitoe of 17/02/2006
Victory has come at last sia, they put up a brave fight but theres no such thing as free supper in my room man. !@$@!$@!

顺子 - only one

2006-02-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

你的好,我从前怎么看不到
看不到,总以为爱在天涯海角
回头却在你温柔里找到
渴望被你拥抱
可以爱你多好
不明了,你从来不说你累了
你累了
也预留肩膀让我依靠
你的笑倒映了我的微笑
我会有多重要
因为有你才知道

1st bet

2006-02-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

have you evert bet on something that you hope you will win
but at the same, hope you will lose as well.

mutually exclusive ?
i hope some things besides such bets can be mutually exclusive as well

2006-02-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

"you sure lose de"

:(

c is for, i dont know..

2006-01-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

am i too impatient ?

我的天空今天有点灰

2006-01-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. its been a long time since i wrote much here.
now since that i've stopped trying to read bgs, i shall do whats overdued :D

anyway, its already week 2 of school.. damn we didnt get to do the biz law project for next week..
that being said, school's quite overwhelming as it is now. haha, like a lot to do, though ironically, the work hasnt really piled up yet. :S

most of the time, most of us, would want to do the right thing.
but whats the right thing? hm, unilateral actions dont seem to be right at the moment, i thought its right, or is it?

though the way i feel is almost for sure but why do i still feel confused now?.. or that i am worried that i cant though i want, to have more opportunity to grow with it.

weariness. but it was a nice feeling. very =) er, not weariness * haha

another day in paradise

2006-01-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

"can you help me sir?"
there was a time when a boy would stop and see if he could.
but now, he'll just smile and say no.

what have we become?
what did i become

2005-12-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

see you guys.. =)
take care yep?

2005-12-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

春冰薄, 人情更薄.

who what where when why?

2005-11-22T02:37:00.000+08:00

who am i already in your eyes?
what can i do, so that you will realise that everything is just a mistake?
where .. if we are able to get out again?
when .. will we be able to talk like we did again?
why? does it have to come to this? why even being true, that i lost myself infront of you. why?

perhaps i havent spoke to the one above since the days in Temburong. now, just one more chance. please.

2005-11-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

O_o. lol

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-11-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸
暂时要和世界脱离
就快要学会不再想你
却听见不断跳动的心

dreaming

2005-11-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

dont dream again please. i heard myself say as weariness crept in..

the morning breeze touched my face again, as i took in more air
while the body started to rouse.
i smiled, i finally spoke to her again.
then the mind started to wake up as well. i realised it was just a dream again.

just a dream again. ;(

so nice

2005-10-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

Oh you don't know the one
That thinks of you at night
Who longs to kiss your lips
And yearns to squeeze you tight
No I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
You just don't know me

For I never knew the art of making love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never, never know
The one who loves you so
You just don't know me

nonchalance

2005-10-15T12:47:00.000+08:00

a simple brush is all its takes to tip you over,
when you're on the edge.

The Se7ven MeMe

2005-10-05T14:58:00.000+08:00

7 Things that Scare Me
a. heights. me no like heights. nono.
b. getting into a traffic accident. sorry aunty for that scratch =x
c. going to war. somehow the idea of getting killed in redland/goldland/blueland is quite bad.
d. wasting time. which i like to do alot of, haha. how long do we have to live? till tonight? =(
e. death of my parents. sometimes quite naggy but .. yeah man.
f. forgeting to do homework. seems i even get nightmares of not handing up my chinese 're ji' in the army.
g. the end of the world. that i am not be holding her hand when everything ends.

7 Things I Like Most
a. soccer. so much passion, commitment and teamplay required. Glory Man United~
b. slow runs. reallly slow runs.
c. slow swims. reallly reallly slow swims.
d. being with close friends. so i can be a rooster again and talk cock.
e. going out, watching movies and spending some time together with them. i.e. as above. hehe
f. sunny days and rainy days. both of them have their uses.
it only sucks when you have to do something meant for 1 weather in the other.
g. looking at the sky. dawn/dusk and everything in between.

7 Important Things In My Room
a. my bookshelf where there are probably more games than books. probably. ; )
b. my gi joe tank my dad bought for me. broken barrel. but i still like it.
c. the transformers . star saber? and 3 other cars. i forgot what name le. haha
d. the radio in front of me. spoil liao but its still good for 933 and Class.
e. the goddamned flickering lamp i am using. -_- for reading newspapers and doing homework.
f. my baby pictures. i admit it, i am narcissitc. i get a kick looking at my nude photos. hur hur hur!!
g. the bed. what else? can get free flow of water when it rains somemore, where else in the world can u get that man.

7 Random Facts About Me
a. 1.74m, 65kilos. waist, 29 getting skinner T_T
b. i cant dribble and shot for nuts. but i still like soccer. hahah
c. i enjoy basketball though i duno the rules, cant dribble and cant shoot also.
d. WAS good in badminton. 9 yrs ago. hahah
e. i like cycling but the bad state of the bike now reflects otherwise. and prolly reflects on laziness as well. hahah
f. the only competition i won was some inter-cultural games thing. 1st prize. -_- i was the reserve and the referee who awarded the 2nd team extra points for the last competition.
we won by 1 point. *heng ah. haha
g. i am not really hum sup. hahah gotcha. ok lah, not really okay?

7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die
a. speak to her without panicking
b. hold her hands.
c. marry her. hurhurhur =x
d. be a better son, person, husband and father.
e. support the family.
f. see the children grow up and be a grandfather. -_- damn i feel old already.
g. say goodbye for a last time to everyone that matters.

7 Things I Can Do
a. tackle, block and sliding. Phear me dribblers. =X just joking haha.
b. eat alot of food. mood dependent. hahah not very healthy.
c. run really slowly
d. make things that are decent and making them sound indecent. think probability and taking off clothes -_- no link? there is. hehe
e. speak and panic like an idiot in front of her.
f. knocking into glasswalls and feeling ok.
g. irritate people i like.

7 Things I Can't Do
a. dribble nor shoot. so pai seh.
b. i cant play music
c. i cant draw.
d. peel prawns using cutlery. argh. haha
e. speak properly and not panic in front of her.
f. seeing her smile and feeling ok. - i am not ok, becos i can't make her smile.
g. irritate people i don't like. i'd kill them.

7 Things I Say The Most
a. huh
b. wah lau eh
c. why like that ah
d. hui sumo
e. ok ok
f. nothing
g. i *uck uuu

7 Celeb Crushes
a. lin zhi ling
b. fiona xie
c. charmaine sheh
d. jaclyn tay
e. kyoko fukada
f. sammi cheng
g. miss hong kongs. - anyhow whack. hahha this is tough.

7 People Who Have To Do This
a-g. you.

j is still everything. almost.

2005-09-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

mmh. its been sometime the air felt so good, so crisp, filling the lungs.
mm, its been sometime since that clouded feeling in the head is gone.
the morning's great, i can see clearly now the rain is gone. = )
its goooood to be alive. hahahh
"there are no obstacles in my way"

then again, adding the finishing paragraph to the LTB ASSignment and preparing for FA may end up to be 2. but dont think its insurmountable, hopefully.
will be going down to the centre for workshop2, which honestly is more fun on paper but planning wise, there are still issues to be ironed out. and haha, will go to botanics with the team after that and talk cock with the receptionist, need to sort out the excursion tonight.

m, the sun is shining, i am free again.

classified

2005-09-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

"A crowded room
friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you"

COMM 101.5

2005-09-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

good intentions alone are never enough.
do more.

and learn to speak properly T_T

birthday

2005-09-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September **

Your birthday on the **th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.
There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.
You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.

You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.
Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.
There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.
Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

the wonders - all my only dreams

2005-09-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

every night i pray,
i'll have you here someday.
i'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
and when i close my eyes.. you'll be right by my side.
if i could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips i'd kiss
all my only dreams.

and when i close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
if i could have just one request, stay with me girl i confess.
all my only dreams..
any waking hour it seems, i only have you in my dreams =[
so every night i pray, i'll have you here one day.

i'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
and when i close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
if i could have just one request, stay with me girl i confess.
all my only dreams..

weary

2005-09-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

i am tired. the bed and times i spend looking at the sky while walking home seems to be the only moments i have time for myself.

LTB is proving itself to be such a bitch with some people who doesnt seem to want to work.. end up not going for the liasing tomorrow with yiming because the centre wld be away at the zoo till 2pm, when both of us will not be free. brandon took up the mettle for carrying on. thank you so much.. i dont know about the rest but i hope you got a freaking good reason for not being able to turn up.
sorry if i sound harsh, because theres no reason, no nothing. and therefore, it sometimes just seem that you're not pulling your weight.

CIP, the minute details of the actual run is not ironed out yet. but thankfully nor and emily went ahead to delegate some of the work to be done.
cayying 6 litres of glue back to and around school wasnt much fun, yet it flexes my fat accumulating arms for the day.

FA, fleshing out was fine. doing it now is even better, since i dont have to do it on friday night.

stress is good. it makes you feel alive. i now believe.
but sometimes you dont behave the way you ought to.
maybe you should be more understanding, and so should i as well.

so real.

2005-09-13T09:51:00.000+08:00

She asked, "really?" i never said anything. i am not good with words, and still am.
i leaned foward to kiss her on the cheeks.
"you really mean that?"
i kissed her on the cheeks again.
the world seemed so blissful for that moment.

then i held her hand and we walked and as i sent her to the airport.
she's leaving for Israel.
israel? is it real?

it felt so real, so wonderful, i cursed the moment Casio's artificial beep summoned me back from dreamland. i kissed her but it was just a dream.

"nothing more, nothing less."

twisted-

2005-09-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

hi guys. really sorry if you checked back and realise i havent been moving my bum to update the blog. i have alot to say, but i dont know how to say, or whether i should say them here.
in any case, thanks for spending time, dropping by here to say hi. really appreciate that. ; )
_____________________________________

i used to wonder, that some mama drama hongkong movies and serials where the guy gets killed accidentally by the lady is yes.. as that, super drama. then the guy will like give the O_o look while the girl, O_O.
i guess theres much more truth underlying it now besides the television "fun".

i am feeling so twisted inside, something is eating me inside .. hah.. so drama man.
maybe i am not as strong i think i can be, or as steadfast as i'd tried to make u believe. its not ur fault i fell unto ur knife, everyone holds one too. just that something made me fall for your's.

confessions of mr uber blur

2005-08-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

first, i forgot to take back the cashcard which i topped up from the parking gantry.
second, i remembered today morning that the computer tech is gonna come and that we agreed upon that if i wasnt in, i will leave the drivers discs beside the com. but i conveniently went swimming and took out the disc and put in MY ROOM instead of the computer. why? because i forgotten by 1.30 then he's coming.

i amaze myself that i never killed myself or anyone in camp sia. gosh, why am i going from blur to uber blur...? =\

THUMBS!

2005-07-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

heehee, long time no see guys.
well, Circle Xperience was damn fun.. grp 65's great man, its like theres something to learn from each other and the spirit was fantastic though we didnt do too "well" as what the scores might reflect. looking foward to smuve with them again tonight =D

well, yeah, just gone through some of the Statistics' syllabus. god, like so gonna die and take away man. hahha
and the weather's great... sleepy saturday.. haha..
ok lah, will blog more next time round..
writer's block man..
see you guys.. =)

2005-07-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

"For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward for there you have been and there you long to return” – Leonardo da Vinci

---
well, going to the camp in 12++hours time. lol, hope i dont get myself killed. hurhur

fat fat.

2005-07-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

time to lose weight.
..damn, this mosquitoe just bit me sia. wtf -_-

我好

2005-07-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

想说

好想能守候在你的身旁
你温柔的眼光阻挡着忧伤
好想能停泊在你的海港
让船儿一直停放
永不再出航
我在每一个漆黑夜晚独自忧伤
害怕这思念却无法伪装
我在每一个破晓黎明等待着天亮
等待你给我不灭的火光
心里有话想说
心里的痛你懂
有太多太多的情感覆水难收
心里有话想说
心里的痛你懂
我不愿埋怨的泪水
已经没有尽头

2005-07-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday alvin and peixuan .. ; ) it was a good outing despite the wait !@#%#@$
haha..
_________

funny how peace breeds complacency. complacency that we are almost immune against enemy strikes.
and funny how only through things so tragic that puts in perspective how important national service seems.
perhaps all the time we thought we wasted, isnt really wasted at all.
we may not be excellent soldiers but call on us,
and we will answer the call of duty.

sex bomb.

2005-07-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

she's slim, sleek, and has an attitude. but she's reliable, hardworking.
she's athletic as well and she doesnt mind me spending time with her, even its just looking at other girls, naked or otherwise. HAHAHA!!!
best of all, she comes with a 6months insurance and a 3 year warranty.
and of coz, she's mine.
*smiles wryly.*

"Sex bomb sex bomb you’re a sex bomb...You can give it to me when I need to come along...Sex bomb sex bomb you’re my sex bomb ....And baby you can turn me on .. oh baby you can turn me on"

lol!

Green On, Go!

2005-07-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

DSCN0473
Originally uploaded by mr kingkong.

"MOVE FOWARD!" the jump master shouts, as he gives a come hither sign. "right, left, right, left."
shuffling to the door, we know the drill, in fact, we are so well drilled we can even perform it teh neh neh-ly on your regular sbs buses.
it was our first jump and its from a Fokker-50. it kinda looks like a small private twin bip-plane. rather than the charlie you see over here. and it smells just like your regular commercial aircraft. except that there are no SIA girls in that cute little outfit.

"5 seconds, stand to the door!" ranger sng as always takes pleasure in hogging the first jumper slot. with pride as well. i remembered clearly, "what am i doing, no shit man, this is real one, siao liao. hong gan, thats the only way out. siao liao siao liao."

the left hand started to sweat, while clenching to the static line as though our life's depended on it. well, it does actually. "Green On.... GO... Go.. Go.."
with each go, a jumper exits the plane and into the air. shuffling foward like a little packed herd, by the 4th Go, i found myself standing at the door, static line already cast aside, both hands on to the reserve.
"GO!" wooooooosh and i am out. around 3 seconds of free fall that u get to experience in certain theme park rides. this feels almost exactly like that. only better.

then by the 4th second, your parachute would have deployed. and as "well drilled" as i liked to believe i was. i was stunned, fascinated, exhilirated, all rolled into one. i totally forgot to the drill till, "urr, what am i supposed to do ah."

you hear nothing, but the fluttering wind by your ears, you see the millenia tower from paya lebar. for that moment, you feel like this is the best thing in the world and all that crap before the course is all worth it. you feel alive, and at the top of the world even at just 1000 feet. well, it lasted for awhile till someone irritating down below at the safety rover starts to bark instructions over the loudspeaker.

well, i kinda ignored him, i was having too much fun to take notice. hahah, and i nearly paid by drifting towards that big long kang beside the runway. fortunately, i landed around 5 metres from that big nasty looking long kang... phew. GOOD JUMP!

the para-wing's office had a poster made by a previous batch of officers. it goes like this,
''to run is human, to fly is divine."
the feeling's still as divine one year ago as it is today.

gry's

2005-07-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

TTreeItems 044
Originally uploaded by mr kingkong.

hey boys and girls, haha this is a paid advertisment by gery.
he's setting shop and selling some great looking clothes, ladies' bags and footwear.. well this is one of em.
if you're interested to have a look at his collection, do msg me yep ?

*gry, i want my cheque tmr. hahahha

ill

2005-07-01T15:49:00.000+08:00

peering through the little windows, we call eyes.
the heart cannot understand why everything seems so blue.
nose has called in to say the air doesnt smell good,
so has chest who's complaining of tightness.
tongue said the food's particularly bad.
the soul's just feeling a little twisted today.

look ma, no L plate..

2005-06-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

no matter what the instructors said how good you're driving is, or even how good you think your driving is when it sucks. please becareful. this is my practical lesson on the road without the L-plate but with real responsibilities.

the spiffy little blue card that Traffic Police sent you came with a paper. on it, the message that 'driving, its never really just about you.' just on somehow registered as another government ad.
today, that particular message got drummed into me, loud and clear.
nevermind the embarrassment of horlanding when you're supposed to lead, nevermind i am not familiar with roads and took the early exit. nevermind, arriving later than those whom you're supposed to lead.

when you're behind the steering wheel, just do what you're supposed to do. drive. dont try to navigate especially if you're not sure yourself.
thats what vehicle commanders are for in the army.
i drove past 2 traffic lights that were in close proximity, while just taking my eyes off the road
and onto the right looking for an opening that looks familiar. it was close, traffic's light, right.
i am just damn fortunate no one strayed off, nor a pedal-pressing-happy guy from the slip road was there at them moment.
what would embarrassment mean, or being late mean, when you beat the god damn lights and kill someone, a child? a son? a parent? someone else's everything?

for goodness sake, for those lucky enough not to experience something like this or have yet to start driving, really. its never just about you. you dont have to speed to kill someone, you just have to take your eyes and mind away for that moment, and you would have succeeded.

and yes, i guess this does not apply to just recommending a friend somewhere new to eat. never ever lead with just the destination in mind, lead only when you will be there for the journey till the end of the road.

i am sorry to my friends who waited patiently and my 2 unlucky friends in the car.
thanks for being so understanding and yes, humorous.

voyeurism.

2005-06-28T01:57:00.000+08:00

i lied, i have so much to ask.

trying to steal glimpses of you dozing off, smiling, talking and dazing throughout the night. i think you caught me a few times but its worth it.
because i find myself smiling to those memories of you.

2005-06-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

.ey, no, people are not naturally attracted to me. hahah..

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

. -_- yeah attractive to my dog who lusts after my socks for the treats.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

. i hope so..

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

. again, the only person or rather, animal who does that is the dog, Heidi. and again, its for the treats. hahaha

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

.ah yes, i want to start working but education is important too

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

.fwah, you're right. haha..

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

.how true man..

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

.this is quite accurate too man.. in particular, i am afraid of not being capable of providing for my family a good life.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

.ah, actually people ask me for dirty jokes more often. i think that counts as comments too right =D. . ahh the latter part is true again man..

2005-06-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

- SLE towards TPE -

someone behind, "ey, we go chalet do what ah?"
peter, "duno leh."
me, "ya, i also duno, bbq mah."
someone behind, "wah lau, you lah, so early meet for what?"
.... "for what."
gosh, in trying to be on time to get the guys ready, i TOTALLY forgot to bring his gift out man..
man, its a surprise a blur cock like me didnt get myself or someone killed in camp sia.. =|

well well, baolai being supremely understanding that night, never skewered me with the satay stick. hahah, yes, speaking of the gift, i have to bring it out later while meeting the guys for ping pong man. LOL
chalet was alright, alot of friends from his work place and jc whom i dont know but surprisingly, i saw nelson penging satay.. kinda been a while since someone called me 'my kong' anymore.. what a small world eh.

the night was fun, with the usual bapoks at changi v. , the old favourite of the chicken chop hor fun, the rush to put parking coupons before the attendant came and yes, winning eleven!
haha daidee was definitely fun and indian poker, some people just cant be trusted hmm. hahah

no idea why, morning at changi v brought back many memories of bmt.
"hurry up, you're not dying." "open ur steps" "ey, you better fucking dont give up."
"you dying soon isit?" "later we sort it out ok?"
while the chest feels tight and each gulp of air feels insufficient and burns.

__

still it was a fun experience, hope i'd get to meet up with the old guard again..
and yes, i lied. i have questions to ask.

绝对 Superstar

2005-06-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

boys and girls, its the army sing-a-long session once again.. =D

Purple light

purple light, in the valley, that is where
i want to be.
commando, best battalion. with my rifle and my bardie and meeee

soc very easy, log pt lagi best. everyday, doing pt, with my rifle and my bardie and meeeee.

booking out, see my girlfriend, saw her with, another man.
kill the man, rape my girlfriend. with my rifle and my bardie and meeeee

ord, back to study, got degree. so happy, cant forget, still remember
time* in army. with my rifle and my bardie and meeee

purple light, at the war front, that is where my bardie died. and if i die, would you bury me with my rifle and my bardie and meeeeee~

*disclaimer er, i think i may have mixed up some parts of the song. do point out to me if you spot any mistakes. and yes, the overdue miss hk report and baolai's birthday party would be up soon. i promise ;X

bon voyage =)

2005-06-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

haha, have a safe and pleasant ride to Redang.. and yeah, all the best~

numb

2005-06-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

yes, all 10 of my fingers are numb from the squeezing, poking, probing, pulling and turning done with them today. still, 65/day isnt a bad deal and the company was good.. hahah
well.. yeah, hope the chalet tomorrow's good.

1 and a half hour since we're done.. they're still numb man. =|

2005-06-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

well, i'd be leaving singapore for a short trip to hong kong. wow.. the land of miss hong kongs.
yeah man, just want to say good bye to you guys here. dont think i should call you all 6.30 in the morning. hahah.. okay lah, see you all real soon. =) byebye

ballad of the red berets

2005-06-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

fighting soldiers from the sky
fearless men who jump and die
men who mean just what they say
the brave men of the red beret

silver wings upon their chest
these are men, singapore's best
one hundred men will test today but only few
win the red beret

trained to live off nature's land
trained in combat, hand to hand
men who fight by night and day
courgae peak from the red beret

back at home, a young wife waits
her red beret has met his fate
he has died for those oppressed
leaving her with his last request
"put silver wings on my son's chest
make him one of singapore's best
he'll be a man they'll test one day
have him win the red beret."

the local adaptation of the american version.

2005-05-29T03:50:00.000+08:00

too hot to continue sleeping.. didnt sleep well just now also, thoughts and emotions keep running through me. now that doesnt sound very real or convincing.. and nope, i wasnt dreaming.

if you only knew...

Champions of Europe

2005-05-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

wow, what a fantastic match. cant believe liverpool won it when they seemed so dead and buried by half-time. though i am not a pool fan, i have to say liverpool's grit throughout the competition is worthy of respect man.
deserved winners, liverpool.

that is why, soccer is the best game in the world.

2005-05-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

defining moments "reveal, test and shape" our lives.

most people look back in retrospect, remembering that something, great or small, that changed their lives forever. many people regret their actions in these so-called right vs right decisions years down the road.

alright, this is not some high powered tough business decision. but i am already regretting what i blurted out.
if only friendships will return.

___
anyway, electric fly swatters shaped like toy tennis rackets rock man.
6 crisp mosquitoes and counting.

ba zhangs.

2005-05-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

my tuition teacher, youfen who taught me .. er maths from primary 3 to secondary 2. dropped by to give me some ba zhangs man. havent seen her in a year already.. time really passes by so quickly man.

so very touched.

if you peeps know anyone who needs tuition, drop me a msg man. =)

ps: and no, she didnt pay me with ba zhangs to say this.

Arsenal 5 - Manutd 4

2005-05-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

the better team didnt win the competition, well. whoever said life was fair..
anyway, arsenal fans all the more should rejoice because they won even though they played like pussies for 120mins.

i should stop complaining, maybe this is life the way it is afterall.

mummy

2005-05-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

my mum's so cute when she makes the >_< face while sticking her tongue out behind my father's back when he made a comment sia. lol..

anyway, she reminds me of xiao ting dang. *the belly*

cows came home.

2005-05-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

confessions of a 1 week old p-plate driver.

woo, i just 'bua'ed a taitai's spiffy new mercedes e-class man. actually its my poor judgement and her reluctance to reverse.. -_- anyway, yeah, scrapped some paint of my mum's car just above the tyre.
man, seems i am not the Formula 1 driver i always thought i was, lol.. brought me down to earth completely.

well, i better limit my driving for the next 11months and 3 weeks before the p-plate comes off.
and no, my father dint know i drove on the ecp, cte, pie, sle and tpe already. my mum's pleasantly surprised though. yeah better be more hum ji for the next 11.75 months liao.

bad bad experience. a lesson learnt.

Good News!!!

2005-05-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

ahahhah! i passed my tp!!!! wooooooooo!!
and made a new friend, sirong. hmm ah cai, he knows you too sia,
its a small world after all.

backside pain.

2005-05-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

woo, played soccer this morning. quite fun but i managed to strain both my hamstrings little less than 10mins playing.
old man... ; (

pain sia ...

i want to be superman.

2005-05-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

would be playing soccer with the guys in 9 hours time.. finally will get to see 'Skeletor' reuben again, lol.. *thanks for sending me that ebook man.*
then a tag along session with baolai for his shopping trip, hm.. not that i am complaining or what, wonder whats he's getting man.. i better dont bring money out tmr or else cant save. =D

i am starting to feel how inadequate i am as a person, not exactly a very attractive trait to girls huh..? weird.. hope i am not setting into some sort of depression. 18yrs have passed until i stepped into the gates of hendon, never before my weaknesses, the whole plethora of them stared straight in my face. i never realised the spirit could be broken the way it did. thanks to alot of people who've been so supportive through that first year and also to those who stepped on me while i was down. because we managed to get the beret in the end.

then, i felt strong. that i have become a better person, that i managed to not break down on the slopes of temburong, to jump out of the fokker and charlie, to be able to complete the 72k with a few of my buddies by my side.

now i realise, that though we are afterall human and that weaknesses are abound. there are many others, who could do things better, faster, differently. i feel lacking.
what then are my qualities if i had any to begin with?

i need to improve. wrong, i must.

pc downgrade

2005-05-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

sorry for the overdue in updating, haha .. but thanks for dropping by guys. =)

anyway, with an extra stick of 512mb ram, a faster and larger hard disk.
i can now read 2 pages of straits times seeing what the other countries have to say about our casinos and making a call to the IT guy before windows load from "Windows XP is starting" to my desktop.

dragon ball cards. 20c each.

2005-04-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

life was so much simpler when i was young, perhaps i never used my brain much, perhaps thats still the way it is. but nevertheless, the days when you sing the national anthem at 6.30 then you rush for the school bus, drink that warm packet of chocolate milk and talk about dragon ball z.

then at night, my mum would be sitting beside me, staring at me while i did my work. i didnt liked it, it felt so stressful. of coz, that being said, my primary school result sucked quite badly.. haha not that those after it was any better.

anyway, i guess i am not making much sense, i just wish sometimes things are abit simpler, that true feelings can and will be requited, then perhaps the world would be a much better place for everyone.

sheesh..

2005-04-19T10:44:00.000+08:00

Kelvin, you're 45% feminine.
This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with women.
You're also 55% masculine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with men. When we compare your results with other men it shows that you are somewhat more feminine than other men.

But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

?!!! WTH omg 45%. this is terrible news, hahah.. wah hope i am not turning gay or anything man!

hope you guys have a better result than me man,
try it here.

babes on wheels.

2005-04-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

hey, i was there for the beach, the sun and the wind okay?
..went cycling at ecp with peter today. fortunately the sun was shinning when we get there because it was about to rain at amk when we left, albeit too shinny for my liking.. haha.. hm, alot of syts rollerblading man, haha i think i need to join in the fray as well.

time to fulfill my destiny and erm bring balance to the force. lol. quoting starwars is a bad justification to learn rollerblading. anyway, it decided to rain while we were on the bus back to amk, sheesh, seems like theres this 'dial' in my body that automatically starts shuting me down when it rains man. haha

well, seems like theres nothing much to share arnd for today. until next time then ; )

shooting stars and my wish.

2005-04-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

just finished learning vertical parking yesterday, hm.. i think its beginner's luck because even though the pole wasnt near the demister line and i already turn here and turn there.. the vehicle still managed to fit in.. if only it works out that way in tp.. and life?

i woke up briefly this morning. i wasnt sure what time was it but i remembered the air was cool, fresh and smelled so crisp, that freshness.. ah... woo.. and the deeper i breathed in *being greedy*
it sent a nice tingly sensation through the skin till the toes. alas, fresh morning air wasnt enough to wake me up for good then but it sure reminded me being alive is great before i knocked out till 10am. heheh.

most places in singapore, you cant really even get a proper sight of the stars at night. and that leaves me to encourage you, who's taking your exams now. because even if you cant see the shooting stars, doesnt mean they arent there.

so, dont lose hope and never stop trying.