i want to be superman.
would be playing soccer with the guys in 9 hours time.. finally will get to see 'Skeletor' reuben again, lol.. *thanks for sending me that ebook man.*
then a tag along session with baolai for his shopping trip, hm.. not that i am complaining or what, wonder whats he's getting man.. i better dont bring money out tmr or else cant save. =D
i am starting to feel how inadequate i am as a person, not exactly a very attractive trait to girls huh..? weird.. hope i am not setting into some sort of depression. 18yrs have passed until i stepped into the gates of hendon, never before my weaknesses, the whole plethora of them stared straight in my face. i never realised the spirit could be broken the way it did. thanks to alot of people who've been so supportive through that first year and also to those who stepped on me while i was down. because we managed to get the beret in the end.
then, i felt strong. that i have become a better person, that i managed to not break down on the slopes of temburong, to jump out of the fokker and charlie, to be able to complete the 72k with a few of my buddies by my side.
now i realise, that though we are afterall human and that weaknesses are abound. there are many others, who could do things better, faster, differently. i feel lacking.
what then are my qualities if i had any to begin with?
i need to improve. wrong, i must.
then a tag along session with baolai for his shopping trip, hm.. not that i am complaining or what, wonder whats he's getting man.. i better dont bring money out tmr or else cant save. =D
i am starting to feel how inadequate i am as a person, not exactly a very attractive trait to girls huh..? weird.. hope i am not setting into some sort of depression. 18yrs have passed until i stepped into the gates of hendon, never before my weaknesses, the whole plethora of them stared straight in my face. i never realised the spirit could be broken the way it did. thanks to alot of people who've been so supportive through that first year and also to those who stepped on me while i was down. because we managed to get the beret in the end.
then, i felt strong. that i have become a better person, that i managed to not break down on the slopes of temburong, to jump out of the fokker and charlie, to be able to complete the 72k with a few of my buddies by my side.
now i realise, that though we are afterall human and that weaknesses are abound. there are many others, who could do things better, faster, differently. i feel lacking.
what then are my qualities if i had any to begin with?
i need to improve. wrong, i must.
posted by kingkong at 1:06 AM
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Just leaving you with something I saw on a friend's blog.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same...."
Oei, why u want to be superman?
He 'only a man in a silly red sheet'.
You can be Mr Fantastic like me.
coz he's got x-ray vision, if you noe what i mean..
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