weary

i am tired. the bed and times i spend looking at the sky while walking home seems to be the only moments i have time for myself.

LTB is proving itself to be such a bitch with some people who doesnt seem to want to work.. end up not going for the liasing tomorrow with yiming because the centre wld be away at the zoo till 2pm, when both of us will not be free. brandon took up the mettle for carrying on. thank you so much.. i dont know about the rest but i hope you got a freaking good reason for not being able to turn up.
sorry if i sound harsh, because theres no reason, no nothing. and therefore, it sometimes just seem that you're not pulling your weight.

CIP, the minute details of the actual run is not ironed out yet. but thankfully nor and emily went ahead to delegate some of the work to be done.
cayying 6 litres of glue back to and around school wasnt much fun, yet it flexes my fat accumulating arms for the day.

FA, fleshing out was fine. doing it now is even better, since i dont have to do it on friday night.

stress is good. it makes you feel alive. i now believe.
but sometimes you dont behave the way you ought to.
maybe you should be more understanding, and so should i as well.