"For all we ought to have thought, and have not thought; all we ought to have said, and have not said; all we ought to have done, and have not done"

i really wish that i could have done what i hoped to do but now i guess it is already too late.
too late for words, too late for action, too late for anything but an empty heart.
i dont know man, it just feels so heavy and ;\ i think its the lack of sleep over the past 3 days, gosh.. i really don't know.

would it still matters if i meant what i said? would it.. D?