青春不留白

i came across her blog today again.
the girl who died of cancer, yet you can still sense the cheerfulness and strength from her words.

yet, certainly i have not been through as much as her, i feel almost drained out already.
I am fortunate that life has been kind to me by and large, i do not have to worry about meals, school work's fine too, i feel healthy. ( but i think this is a lie, haha)

yeah man, even the relationship with friends are quite good. but i find that i am so tired that i do not know where i'm heading again.
Vivace's something i wanted to help out with but taking over the reins of marketing during this period i feel, has been exhausting.

i wanted to use june and july to rejuvenate myself and to learn something new, diving would be a priority as its only 1week or thereabouts, then to learn golf. but maybe i am bogged down and/or lazy, i have not done anything for them yet..

sorry, if i am sounding incoherent in this entry but theres alot going through my head at the moment. i went out for a spin just now, passed all the expressways that i hardly drove or been to, how great is it to feel disconnected away from everything else for awhile to just focus on the motorway and the drive.

"where'd you go... ?"