too hot to continue sleeping.. didnt sleep well just now also, thoughts and emotions keep running through me. now that doesnt sound very real or convincing.. and nope, i wasnt dreaming.

if you only knew...

Champions of Europe

wow, what a fantastic match. cant believe liverpool won it when they seemed so dead and buried by half-time. though i am not a pool fan, i have to say liverpool's grit throughout the competition is worthy of respect man.
deserved winners, liverpool.

that is why, soccer is the best game in the world.

defining moments "reveal, test and shape" our lives.

most people look back in retrospect, remembering that something, great or small, that changed their lives forever. many people regret their actions in these so-called right vs right decisions years down the road.

alright, this is not some high powered tough business decision. but i am already regretting what i blurted out.
if only friendships will return.

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anyway, electric fly swatters shaped like toy tennis rackets rock man.
6 crisp mosquitoes and counting.

ba zhangs.

my tuition teacher, youfen who taught me .. er maths from primary 3 to secondary 2. dropped by to give me some ba zhangs man. havent seen her in a year already.. time really passes by so quickly man.

so very touched.

if you peeps know anyone who needs tuition, drop me a msg man. =)


ps: and no, she didnt pay me with ba zhangs to say this.

Arsenal 5 - Manutd 4

the better team didnt win the competition, well. whoever said life was fair..
anyway, arsenal fans all the more should rejoice because they won even though they played like pussies for 120mins.

i should stop complaining, maybe this is life the way it is afterall.

mummy

my mum's so cute when she makes the >_< face while sticking her tongue out behind my father's back when he made a comment sia. lol..

anyway, she reminds me of xiao ting dang. *the belly*

cows came home.

confessions of a 1 week old p-plate driver.

woo, i just 'bua'ed a taitai's spiffy new mercedes e-class man. actually its my poor judgement and her reluctance to reverse.. -_- anyway, yeah, scrapped some paint of my mum's car just above the tyre.
man, seems i am not the Formula 1 driver i always thought i was, lol.. brought me down to earth completely.

well, i better limit my driving for the next 11months and 3 weeks before the p-plate comes off.
and no, my father dint know i drove on the ecp, cte, pie, sle and tpe already. my mum's pleasantly surprised though. yeah better be more hum ji for the next 11.75 months liao.

bad bad experience. a lesson learnt.

Good News!!!

ahahhah! i passed my tp!!!! wooooooooo!!
and made a new friend, sirong. hmm ah cai, he knows you too sia,
its a small world after all.

backside pain.

woo, played soccer this morning. quite fun but i managed to strain both my hamstrings little less than 10mins playing.
old man... ; (

pain sia ...

i want to be superman.

would be playing soccer with the guys in 9 hours time.. finally will get to see 'Skeletor' reuben again, lol.. *thanks for sending me that ebook man.*
then a tag along session with baolai for his shopping trip, hm.. not that i am complaining or what, wonder whats he's getting man.. i better dont bring money out tmr or else cant save. =D

i am starting to feel how inadequate i am as a person, not exactly a very attractive trait to girls huh..? weird.. hope i am not setting into some sort of depression. 18yrs have passed until i stepped into the gates of hendon, never before my weaknesses, the whole plethora of them stared straight in my face. i never realised the spirit could be broken the way it did. thanks to alot of people who've been so supportive through that first year and also to those who stepped on me while i was down. because we managed to get the beret in the end.

then, i felt strong. that i have become a better person, that i managed to not break down on the slopes of temburong, to jump out of the fokker and charlie, to be able to complete the 72k with a few of my buddies by my side.

now i realise, that though we are afterall human and that weaknesses are abound. there are many others, who could do things better, faster, differently. i feel lacking.
what then are my qualities if i had any to begin with?

i need to improve. wrong, i must.

pc downgrade

sorry for the overdue in updating, haha .. but thanks for dropping by guys. =)

anyway, with an extra stick of 512mb ram, a faster and larger hard disk.
i can now read 2 pages of straits times seeing what the other countries have to say about our casinos and making a call to the IT guy before windows load from "Windows XP is starting" to my desktop.