Wednesday, June 28, 2006

the only easy day was yesterday.


cute right? haha he's Joyston, if i got the spelling right ;x and he's 2 & a half years old..
went down to the centre this morning with the ocs ladies, benson and fish to talk about the coming year of activities.

hm, well it was pretty "routine" i guess but today i got to play also with the nursery kids. its quite therapeutic, in the company of the children. perhaps i'm close to burning out, going to the centre makes me feel better always =)

something in the discussion reminded me of something again - human greed.
well, i am not referring to wealth, but in this case, of our life in general. In the army for example, there were times that in Brunei, that chlorine-"tainted" water tasted sweet, combat ration mightily delicious and the occasional instant noodle was like heaven sent, much like the iced-water from the dirty igloo where you'd see black particles, sand and the occasional dubious looking hair.
desperate or the isolation from civilisation too long perhaps, the bright lights of the city in Singapore is so beautiful, the place so comfortable upon the return. Heck, even the girls suddenly became hotter. Looking back, would i still look at the dirty iced-water the same way we savoured it during the topo exercise?

Humans are and should be adaptable, my dad mentioned. you can be in the 'shitiest' circumstance and take it, then when life is good, enjoy it.
I believe there's some truth in that, i may not have done well in summer term, nor managed the work in marketing well and the fact that i am still single.. haha are small issues.. i think the key is if i learnt anything from them. i would like to go to school again without giving myself the pressure to get the grades but to just enjoy school.

being single? hm.. ok lah. i can't really do much with that though it's so great to have someone else who cares. the day will come perhaps.

well, i think i side-tracked above, lol.. but the thing is, lets be happy with what we have first. before striving for more. others can make you unhappy and only you can make yourself happy.
life is too short for too many regrets.

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