j is still everything. almost.

mmh. its been sometime the air felt so good, so crisp, filling the lungs.
mm, its been sometime since that clouded feeling in the head is gone.
the morning's great, i can see clearly now the rain is gone. = )
its goooood to be alive. hahahh
"there are no obstacles in my way"

then again, adding the finishing paragraph to the LTB ASSignment and preparing for FA may end up to be 2. but dont think its insurmountable, hopefully.
will be going down to the centre for workshop2, which honestly is more fun on paper but planning wise, there are still issues to be ironed out. and haha, will go to botanics with the team after that and talk cock with the receptionist, need to sort out the excursion tonight.

m, the sun is shining, i am free again.

classified

"A crowded room
friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you"

COMM 101.5

good intentions alone are never enough.
do more.

and learn to speak properly T_T

birthday

Your Birthdate: September **

Your birthday on the **th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas. Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others. Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

the wonders - all my only dreams

every night i pray,
i'll have you here someday.
i'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
and when i close my eyes.. you'll be right by my side.
if i could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips i'd kiss
all my only dreams.

and when i close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
if i could have just one request, stay with me girl i confess.
all my only dreams..
any waking hour it seems, i only have you in my dreams =[
so every night i pray, i'll have you here one day.

i'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
and when i close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
if i could have just one request, stay with me girl i confess.
all my only dreams..

weary

i am tired. the bed and times i spend looking at the sky while walking home seems to be the only moments i have time for myself.

LTB is proving itself to be such a bitch with some people who doesnt seem to want to work.. end up not going for the liasing tomorrow with yiming because the centre wld be away at the zoo till 2pm, when both of us will not be free. brandon took up the mettle for carrying on. thank you so much.. i dont know about the rest but i hope you got a freaking good reason for not being able to turn up.
sorry if i sound harsh, because theres no reason, no nothing. and therefore, it sometimes just seem that you're not pulling your weight.

CIP, the minute details of the actual run is not ironed out yet. but thankfully nor and emily went ahead to delegate some of the work to be done.
cayying 6 litres of glue back to and around school wasnt much fun, yet it flexes my fat accumulating arms for the day.

FA, fleshing out was fine. doing it now is even better, since i dont have to do it on friday night.

stress is good. it makes you feel alive. i now believe.
but sometimes you dont behave the way you ought to.
maybe you should be more understanding, and so should i as well.

so real.

She asked, "really?" i never said anything. i am not good with words, and still am.
i leaned foward to kiss her on the cheeks.
"you really mean that?"
i kissed her on the cheeks again.
the world seemed so blissful for that moment.

then i held her hand and we walked and as i sent her to the airport.
she's leaving for Israel.
israel? is it real?

it felt so real, so wonderful, i cursed the moment Casio's artificial beep summoned me back from dreamland. i kissed her but it was just a dream.

"nothing more, nothing less."

twisted-

hi guys. really sorry if you checked back and realise i havent been moving my bum to update the blog. i have alot to say, but i dont know how to say, or whether i should say them here.
in any case, thanks for spending time, dropping by here to say hi. really appreciate that. ; )
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i used to wonder, that some mama drama hongkong movies and serials where the guy gets killed accidentally by the lady is yes.. as that, super drama. then the guy will like give the O_o look while the girl, O_O.
i guess theres much more truth underlying it now besides the television "fun".

i am feeling so twisted inside, something is eating me inside .. hah.. so drama man.
maybe i am not as strong i think i can be, or as steadfast as i'd tried to make u believe. its not ur fault i fell unto ur knife, everyone holds one too. just that something made me fall for your's.